dont be so frustrated queen..you just need to learn a few technique on how to make your own custom brush..i think you can download those brushes at the download section..this is few tips from my friend to me ..and i pass on to you.." the big challenge to make hair is 'patient' "...its time consuming..but never give up..ok!
gud luck!
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